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I look at my last journal...from March haha. Oh how I have changed since then. Winterfest was the beginning of a BIG journey closer to God that will hopefully never end. <3

I have since broken up with the guy I was dating then. Very tough, but necessary. Just, a whole lot, like a ton is different, but for the better.

Drawing lately has been very tough for me. I have an artist's block from my nightmare, and I'm not sure if I'm interested in fixing it, because drawing kind of stresses me out now. BUT, on the bright side, I have discovered that I like a lot of different types of art now, such as paper mache, sculpture, making things like keychains and bookmarks. Every now and then I still like to draw as well. So, maybe this is a good thing.

Anyway, I guess I don't have much else to say. Sorry that I haven't been super-active on here, due to the aforementioned artist's block. I do still get on frequently though, and maybe I'll be doing some more uploading in the future because of the paper crafts I've been making and because I have a tablet :]

Well, see you around!

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I feel awesome!

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So my youth group is going to winterfest in Knoxville, TN this weekend. I told the pastor I could pay this Wednesday, but since I asked off for this coming weekend, I have to work Wednesday. That's fine, sacrifice one day for a whole weekend of worship. Anyway, the only possible way I could go was if I paid today at Sunday morning service. We usually don't go on Sundays and mom really isn't a morning person. BUT WE WENT! She got up and went with me, and she ACTUALLY CRIED!! Now, my church is Pentecostal, so for some that can be a little intimidating if you haven't seen the power of the Holy Spirit, but she wasn't scared! I was so happy. When I think about it, of course God made it so that we had to go to pay today, if he didn't, then i wouldn't have got mom into my church! I love it!
     My church is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. They didn't just teach me about God but they have introduced me to him! I know that he is definitely present there and I hope to never have to leave it. God's presence is there and it is said that you want to go where the presence is.
    Anyway, that was a long rant but I just feel refreshed! <3

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~Life~

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Ugh my stomach is so upset. Since tuesday i have been sick and my stomach feels like it's full when I've barely eaten and is just acting crazy. Maybe tonight i can get some rest though. I called in sick to work because my stomach has been giving me a hard time today and i also can't get enough rest. I feel like God has kept a close watch on my condition though, as I've only missed one day of school since all of this body-out-of-whack-ness. Big long word mash up. I bet you thought that was cool huh.

     Yeah, God has done a lot for me recently. I love the big guy. To me it is really funny how we may laugh at something, or something joyous will happen to us all throughout the day and we think "oh i've had a normal day. I'm in a good mood..." but we don't realize how many small blessings we get throughout the day. I take for granted all the time how well God makes my life go. I guess I wish that I had eyes that would make me just be full of joy every time God shows up in my life....but then I'd probably look like one of those creepy people who are always way to happy. They must have eyes for God. lol Anyway just a random rant. Those happen a lot with me. By the way, no offense by saying people who are happy are creepy, I've been a whole whole lot happier since i found God and there is nothing wrong with it at all....unless you find me creepy.
     
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DUH! Besides lose wait, what else would it be?


I was supposed to have this really cool, more realistic realism drawing to put with this journal but it's still a WIP. It does look a whole lot better than anything I have ever done though, and of course, yes it is a face :)

Also, I wanted so badly to do a 2009 progress meme but I didn't draw something every month so I want to try to do that this year.



[insert really realistic realism face here]

Also, I need to upload Jade or *eherm* now known as JosepherousB's request of the super mega ultra platypus-squid death duel scene.

Actually, its more like an "I'll cut you, no I'll smash you" un epic battle scene.

Either way [insert it here]

:D
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I read a book that helps with realism and last night I tried to draw an eye from a reference photo. It turned out way better than my usual eyes do. However, it was EXTREMELY difficult to draw the face for some reason. Just getting the proportions of it I guess. So I only did the right eye. I'm very proud of it but don't feel like uploading it yet. As far as advancing in realism, I think I should try drawing other things that are people for now. :D Maybe it will help me with other things that aren't just realism.

:iconblowitallupplz: and hopefully I am not in trouble at work. I think I restocked something wrong.


:iconsadspartaplz: If I get fired then I gets no more drawing books and has to find another job. But I really don't think that my boss is that unforgiving. She sounded serious on my voicemail but not absolutely ticked and she hasn't answered my text, so it may not be THAT urgent...I hope.
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